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Wednesday, June 2, 2010, 4:14 PM

oh well, this few days really dont have mood
because of HIM.
lesigh. what to do ?
hes like a machiato inside my heart.
i cant just let it go .
actually i thought that i already had forgotten him since theres no any flashback about
him again.
but yesterday i heard a rumour about him.
i dont know why my heart started to become pain
and its really hurt.
i got so sad, that only i realized how deep is my crush.
i found the real guy i want, but we just cant be together.
i tried to let go
but it seems like not as easy as i think.
i barely can afford it anymore.
i myself doesnt know that what am i actually doing,thining right now.

i still remember the days we used to chat a lot,like very close.
and that time he was like fond of me , but its just fate because at that time i haven fall for him
because we only knew each other not long.
then after one month hes with other girl.
i was like sokay *haven fall for him*
and 2 weeks later the girl dumped him.

i started to fall for him was when i saw him playing a tournament.
then i try to get closer with him, i know i was too late
everything was too late.
i wanted to stop my feelings towards him
but i just cant
and i ended up suffering untill now.
* around one year*
sigh!!!!